Saturday, January 31, 2026

Lago Maggiore

Some dreams one cannot just let go of. Having failed time after time – most recently in Kalmar back in June – I have decided once again to chase down my half-marathon PR from the height of the pandemic, this time along the shores of Lake Maggiore. Running 21.1 kilometres from Stresa to Verbania in early March, Anna will join me, hoping to finally break that magical two-hour barrier.

With this race in mind, I have decided to trade volume for speed over the coming five weeks. Ending January with 320 kilometres in the bank, it feels both reasonable, and slightly unsettling, to ease off the mileage in favour of sharper sessions and longer recoveries. Flying with SAS, we will be away from the kids for just two days, but hopefully we will also get to see a bit of the surrounding lakes and stock up on some spring sunshine.

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Friday, January 30, 2026

Brasserie Draken

For the first “Dining by Amex” benefit of 2026, I decided to check out Brasserie Draken, located on the 33rd floor with expansive views over the harbour of Gothenburg. With the few available slots quickly booking up, I had to act fast back in December, but luckily managed to secure a Thursday evening reservation.

The fixed menu started with burrata accompanied by zucchini, figs, mint, and almonds, followed by French duck with pumpkin purée and roasted parsnip. We kicked things off with a glass of cava and then – after careful study of the extensive wine list – settled on a glass each of pinot noir (or Spätburgunder, as it is known in German) from Baden-Württemberg.

While the food was perfectly fine, the real attraction was the venue itself, with its Park Hyatt Tokyo–esque views and the iconic dragon gazing down from the ceiling. Topping things off with crème brûlée and espresso on our own dime, I would give the overall experience a solid 4 out of 5.

Wednesday, January 28, 2026

Nationellt isdygn

Finally able to sleep in a bit, I started the day by constructing exam questions for my social work students and listening to a fascinating podcast with the Scottish philosopher Amanda Askell about her work writing the “constitution” that governs the AI model Claude. As always when it comes to AI, there is every indication that we are in for a ride...

This January has been the coldest in two decades, and with more cold weather moving in from Russia, all of Sweden’s weather stations are once again expecting sub-zero temperatures. With a real-feel temperature of −9 degrees, I set off for another harbour run after our bi-weekly department online meeting, covering 25 kilometres in the sun, with a few 30-second strides towards the end to improve neuromuscular efficiency and running form. Stopping first at the observation tower in Slottsskogen (which I had never been up to before) and then at Alkemisten for coffee on the return, life is clearly good, and I feel fortunate to be able to mix work and play like this.

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Tuesday, January 27, 2026

Triathlon Tuesday

Suddenly in a time zone of my own, I woke up at 4 a.m. again today and finished the revisions of my article. As always, I discovered a couple of annoying typos the minute after submitting, but there will presumably be a few more rounds before it appears in print.

After two more hours of work, I took the tram down to Valhallabadet for a sprint triathlon. Just as before, the biking was the worst part, but at least I was able to refuel with a freshly baked cinnamon bun. One day, I might consider doing a half Ironman (70.3) – even as the thought of riding 90 kilometres on an indoor trainer is utterly horrifying.

On my way home, I picked up another package from Sellpy, this time containing a terry polo from Orlebar Brown for 450 SEK which turned out to be absolutely lovely, and a Danish leather jacket for 200 SEK to match. Sadly, the colour of the jacket was completely off – nothing at all like the one Bond wears in Morocco (not that I would know) – so I am afraid it will have to go back. The polo, however, is a definite keeper: essentially a dark blue version of the grey one from OAS that I bought three years ago and have worn extensively ever since.

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Monday, January 26, 2026

Cappuccino scuro

Waking up at 4 am as Anna had to catch an early train to Örebro, I spent the morning being super productive in front of my computer, responding to most if not all of the reviewer concerns. By 10 am, I felt nearly ready to resubmit the article. 

Based on past experience, I decided to hold off for a bit and get some emotional distance from the text. Instead, I went down to Nordic Wellness to finish this month’s rowing, followed by coffee at our lovely neighbourhood café, Bar à Kaffe. Their cappuccino scuro proved to be the right choice for a flat white aficionado like me – someone who never quite forgets Australia.

In the real world, the worst Greenland madness seems to have passed, only to be replaced by heinous shootings by ICE agents. As America continues its descent into authoritarianism and away from the international institutions that have underpinned its post-war prosperity, writing about cosmopolitan hope calls for a certain distance from the present. Yet there is something almost absurd in the thought that Trump would represent the furthest our aspirations will reach – that we would come this far only to succumb to our basest instincts.

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Sunday, January 25, 2026

Altos de José Ignacio

On her way to Örebro for teaching, Anna stopped by Ängtegsgatan which gave me a reason to try to reproduce the wonderful fish I had the other day at Fiskbar 17 with my old-time colleague Sofie. Sesame-roasting cauliflower in the oven and making shari – the short-grain Japanese rice used in sushi – I settled for cod, which I this time managed not to ruin. Paired with a glass of Uruguayan albariño, it was the perfect way to end a day that also included me finishing my hundred weekly kilometres, William coming second in his chess tournament, and a very encouraging “revise & resubmit” from Moral Philosophy and Politics, which will probably keep me busy throughout the week.

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Saturday, January 24, 2026

Sellpy

While Eddie has been busy decoding WEFAX (Weather Facsimile/Radiofax) data from the 1950s, I have been opening a big box from Sellpy. To my great joy, the Chelsea boots in size 48 fit perfectly, and at 360 SEK they were definitely a steal.

As for the rest of my order, including the cardigan above, I remain undecided and will probably bite the bullet and pay the 59 SEK return shipping fee. I only discovered Sellpy a week ago, but I have to admit that I am already hooked, with a couple of new orders currently on their way in preparation for upcoming spring adventures.

Friday, January 23, 2026

Lighthouse lager

After a busy week, it is finally Friday and, with 72 kilometres of running logged, I am on track to once again reach 100 kilometres for the week. Finishing my icy run at Coop, I stumbled upon a local lager from Ringön here in Gothenburg which, together with a Digestive biscuit and a slice of salami from Naples, left no doubt that the weekend had arrived.

On Sunday, William has his first chess tournament of the year, while Eddie will spend most of the weekend trying to qualify for the cybersecurity “Säkerhets-SM” in Stockholm in mid-March. For my own part, I plan to do some reading and also assess a teaching portfolio for Mälardalen University, in preparation for an interview coming up in a couple of weeks.

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The new high-speed trains

Since the late 1980s, Sweden has endlessly debated the construction of new high-speed rail lines. The discussion has waxed and waned over the decades, with successive governments promising bold action only to be worn down by institutional fatigue and indecision. With a population of ten million, the economic case has always been uncertain, and investments in high-speed rail only really make sense – if at all – when conceived as part of a broader strategy to free up capacity for freight and regional traffic on existing lines.

Unfortunately, I have for some time suspected that nuclear power has become the new high-speed trains. After making daring promises in the run-up to the 2022 election, the centre-right government has so far delivered little more than paperwork and an extremely costly financing framework which may – or may not – eventually result in a marginal addition of nuclear capacity on Väröhalvön, next to the existing Ringhals nuclear power plant. With a possible change of government this autumn, and the Swedish Green Party making it clear that they will not participate in a government that builds nuclear power, the prospects for new nuclear once again look deeply uncertain.

It would all be simply tragicomic were it not for the urgency of the climate crisis and the need to displace fossil fuels – something that, historically, only nuclear power (together with hydropower) has been capable of achieving at scale.

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Thursday, January 22, 2026

Swimming with theory

Late in the morning, sometime around half past ten, I found myself in the chlorinated half-light of Valhallabadet. There is something about swimming that invites thinking without forcing it, the way thoughts surface and dissolve between lengths. What kept returning was not the heat of yesterday’s grading conference but a quieter unease about what we are actually asking of our students when we talk about “good methodology” and “proper theory”. Or perhaps more precisely: whose idea of proper we are defending, and at what cost?

Two exceptionally strong students have written a thesis that is intellectually ambitious and clearly their own. It takes risks. It does not follow a cookbook logic where theory is first “operationalised” and then “tested” in a neatly sealed methodological container. Instead, theory functions as a lens, a way of seeing and arguing about the world. 

What struck me most in the discussion was how quickly quality became conflated with compliance. The absence of a familiar methodological template was treated not as a choice to be discussed, but as a deficiency to be corrected. Method, in this view, becomes less a tool than a gatekeeper: something you “have”, demonstrate that you “use”, and then reproduce consistently, regardless of whether it actually helps you answer the question you have posed.

In an exchange with a colleague afterwards – one that I found both clarifying and reassuring – the point was made very clearly that this is not what our own assessment criteria say, nor what serious academic work has ever been about. Method matters, of course. But it is only one part of a much larger intellectual whole: the formulation of a relevant problem, independence vis-à-vis existing research, an understanding of theoretical assumptions and limitations, argumentative coherence, and an ability to situate one’s contribution within a broader scholarly conversation. Reducing all of this to a box-ticking exercise about “having a method” is not rigour, it is dogma.

There is also something historically naïve about the demand that theory must always be “tested” in a narrow, positivist sense to count as legitimate. Large parts of political science, international relations, and social theory simply do not work that way – and never have. Theories often function as paradigms, as interpretive frameworks that help us make sense of complex realities. They can be more or less convincing, more or less fruitful, but they are not laboratory hypotheses waiting to be falsified by a single case. Expecting students to pretend otherwise is pedagogical confusion.

At the grading conference, tempers flared. That happens when deeply held ideas about what counts as knowledge are challenged. Whatever the outcome, I hope it opens up a broader conversation – not about this particular thesis, but about the kind of intellectual environment we are cultivating.

As I finished my swim and climbed out of the pool, I felt calmer than when I went in. Still unresolved, but clearer about what is at stake. Universities should be places where students learn not only to follow methods, but to understand them, question them, and, when appropriate, move beyond them. If we lose that, we risk producing very correct theses – and very cautious thinkers.

Tuesday, January 20, 2026

Between Ferries and Footnotes

The morning began with a 14-kilometre harbour run, the kind that reminds me why Gothenburg is at its best when taken at an unhurried Retrovarvet pace. Somewhere mid-run, I hopped on the ferry over to Lindholmen, letting the legs cool while the city slid past at water level. There is something appealing about treating public transport as an interval session: a short pause, a change of scenery, and then back into motion on the other side.

Later in the day, the focus shifted indoors. Ten kilometres on the rowing machine at Nordic Wellness Örgryte may not be quite as poetic as a winter harbour run, but it has its own appeal in its brutal honesty and steadily accumulating sense of effort, as I work my way down those fifty montly kilometres of indoor rowing.

Perhaps the real milestone of the day, however, was finally carving out enough time to begin reading Postsecondary Educational Opportunities for Students with Special Education Needs, which I hope will serve as a conceptual starting point for a new article project.

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Monday, January 19, 2026

Whitish January

Halfway through the first month of the year, I am already seeing clear health benefits from abstaining from alcohol, something that is made very easy by being alone with the kids. More specifically, my VO₂ max has been on a steady climb ever since that last bottle of Malbec, which I assume has something to do with rebounding blood plasma volumes, higher HRV, and better recovery overall.

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Sunday, January 18, 2026

The very last 2-4-1

When Anna and I cancelled our trip to South Africa, I assumed that the very last 2-4-1 voucher was gone for good. To my surprise, however, SAS decided to extend its validity until 31 March (with travel possible up to 330 days after that), which means that I am now facing a First World Problem of almost historic proportions. As a result, I invested in the first issue of Vagabond magazine of the year to look for some inspiration ;-)

Otherwise, I am finally back to running more than 100 kilometres per week, with Strava helpfully pointing out a “substantial jump compared to previous weeks”. As always, the challenge is consistency, but as long as I avoid catching a cold, I will aim for another 100k week.

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Saturday, January 17, 2026

The kids these days

With Eddie organizing an old-school LAN party for six-seven of his friends today, I got my fair share of contemporary meme culture, ritual burnings of German exams, and the deep joy that only a screen can bring (to paraphrase Tage Danielsson) – even if one door remote. By the time the party was over, I had submitted my grading protocols and followed the runners of the Sandsjöbacka Trail as they struggled through the snow (luckily for me, this year’s race had sold out before I got a chance to register).

Considering how much the world has changed since the early 1990s, there is a certain comfort in the fact that the kids could just as easily have been me back then, with the same non-diet Coke, teenage jokes, and pizza. Smelling the pizza, I could not resist making a schiacciata with mozzarella and pesto rosso. As for bread, the day had otherwise begun with a bagel and twelve kilometres in the forest which, unlike 185 kilometres, were just lovely.

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Friday, January 16, 2026

3x mid-January

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Wednesday, January 14, 2026

Rollitos

The rain kept falling all night, and by morning the snow had clearly taken a beating. A bagel with Manchego cheese wrapped in Serrano ham then felt like a well-deserved treat in light of both the “vederväder” outside and yesterday's marathon madness. At least, my lunch run around Skatås was not particularly painful, nothing like the aftermath of my first marathons back in 2018 and 2019.

Since most throwbacks here on Rawls & Me tend to drift toward the tropics, I thought I should share this one from Umeå, a decade ago. Much as I appreciate living down south, life in the High North certainly had its charms, especially once I embraced cross-country skiing.

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Tuesday, January 13, 2026

Rawdogging

For my first treadmill marathon, I wanted to seek out a gym with as few distractions as possible – no music, no screens, no nothing – to fully embrace last year’s trend of “rawdogging”. Originally popularized in relation to long-haul flying, rawdogging is the opposite of all the scrolling and screens promising instant gratification: it is about forcing yourself to be fully present.

Luckily, my imagination needs very little prompting, so by the time I finished those 42 kilometres, I had been to both ends of the Pacific, climbed the hills of Alvados, and replayed conversations that never quite end. Somewhere after kilometre thirty, when the legs had stopped negotiating and simply got on with it, the absence of distraction began to feel like a relief. There was nothing but the slow, stubborn unfolding of time. Rawdogging, it turns out, is not about asceticism or nostalgia. It is about reclaiming the basic human capacity to stay with a thought, a feeling, or a stretch of time without immediately anaesthetising it. Forty-two kilometres on a treadmill may not be for everyone, but the impulse behind it probably should be.

As for my performance, I was positively surprised to be able to sustain a sub-5 min/km pace while keeping my average heart rate at 149 bpm. I took two short breaks to buy liquids and eat a banana, but kept the watch running throughout. Still, I do not want to count this as an official PB: there was no elevation (and, obviously, zero wind). One day, though, I would like to attempt this on a real marathon race course.

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Sunday, January 11, 2026

Gym buddies

Once William and I arrived at the shiny new gym at Lilla Bommen, we discovered that the staff had already gone home for the day, so we had to head over to NW Domkyrkan to get him properly signed up. As with everything from downhill skiing to fencing, William turned out to be a quick learner, and he surprised me by managing a full 80 kg on the leg press.

Today, I woke up to –21 degrees and, with my Airtrim breathing mask still down in Halmstad, decided to skip my planned morning run. Just taking the kids out for a walk was enough to convince me that this was the right decision – I really have no desire to flirt with cold-induced asthma or anything similar. In any case, this Arctic spell is not expected to last; by mid-next week, it should already be raining again.

Saturday, January 10, 2026

Real feel

With a real-feel temperature of −17 degrees, I did my signature harbour run in Gothenburg, covering 24 kilometres under icy blue skies. For all my mixed emotions about this city, each kilometre carries its own memories, and sunny winter days like these are enough to chase away even the longest shadows.

Once home, I made oven-baked salmon for the kids. Later in the afternoon, I am looking forward to heading down to the new Nordic Wellness club at Lilla Bommen with William who, having turned 11, is now allowed to have a gym membership like the rest of the family.

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Friday, January 09, 2026

Delulu

Sharing a bottle of "El Esteco" Malbec from northern Argentina, my thoughts wandered not only to the parks of Buenos Aires, but across geopolitical fault lines. With the caveat that there may be things I do not know, Trump’s repeated threats to annex Greenland simply appear delulu (to borrow the latest internet term), a spectacle – and a strategic catastrophe. Existing treaties already grant American troops effectively unlimited access to Greenland, and as for commodities, you can certainly buy quite a lot before it even begins to approach the stock-market turmoil that would follow any annexation, as European investors would withdraw their capital.

Otherwise, the grading season is in full swing. Yesterday alone, I received six more theses to assess, on everything from gender-neutral conscription to AI use in Swedish municipalities, so I better get back to work. But before I sign off, I should mention that, after 25 years of negotiations, the EU and Mercosur finally approved a free-trade agreement today which sends a strong signal in favour of mutually beneficial rules-based trade. 

Wednesday, January 07, 2026

2030, revisited (2015–2026)

Eleven years ago, I wrote a short text about the year 2030. Revisiting it after a snowy hike with Eddie, is an oddly disorienting experience. On the one hand, much of what I worried about in 2015 has come to pass with depressing predictability: political fragmentation, the resurgence of reactionary identity politics, and a deepening scepticism toward both globalization and growth. On the other hand, several of the assumptions underpinning my optimism about how these trends might be countered have turned out to be more fragile than I then appreciated.

The sense of an intellectual vacuum that I described – the absence of compelling, forward-looking visions capable of mobilizing mass politics – has, if anything, become more acute. The academic dominance of Malthusian framings has not receded. Degrowth, once a marginal critique, is now a respectable and increasingly institutionalized position, even as it remains politically implausible at scale. What I perhaps underestimated in 2015 was not the persistence of these ideas, but their ability to colonize moral language: austerity rebranded as virtue and resignation as responsibility.

At the same time, my critique of “ecological elites” now reads as prescient in a way I did not fully intend. The gap between the rhetoric of sacrifice and the lived realities of those doing the preaching has widened considerably. Climate politics has become ever more performative, ever more obsessed with symbolic consumption choices, while structural questions of energy abundance, industrial capacity, and technological risk-taking remain conspicuously under-addressed. In that sense, the wine tastings have multiplied.

Where I was too optimistic, however, was in my confidence that growth – once politically reclaimed – would function as a relatively straightforward solvent for social and political pathologies. The 2010s and early 2020s have shown that growth alone is neither sufficient nor politically neutral. Even where growth has occurred, it has often been uneven, financialized, and decoupled from the lived experience of security and dignity for large parts of the population. The promise that rising wages and bottom-up growth would naturally restore optimism has been undercut by housing crises, platform economies, and a pervasive sense that institutions no longer work for anyone in particular.

My faith in the EU as a delayed but ultimately disciplining force for necessary reform also looks more ambivalent in hindsight. If anything, we have seen a politics of permanent crisis management, in which long-term investment is crowded out by short-term stabilization and moralized disputes over responsibility. What I failed to anticipate was how exhaustion itself would become a governing condition.

Perhaps the most striking thing, rereading this today, is how much of my argument hinges on agency: the belief that societies could still choose boldness over caution, ambition over restraint, and expansion over retrenchment. In the intervening years, we have instead seen the normalization of risk aversion as a political virtue. The Apollo metaphor now feels almost scandalous in its confidence. Yet I am less convinced than ever that this confidence was misplaced. If anything, the succession of overlapping crises – financial, pandemic, geopolitical, climatic – has demonstrated that risk is always unavoidable. The only real question is whether we confront it deliberately or stumble into it unprepared.

The sections on retirement systems, demographic pressure, and intergenerational conflict have aged uncomfortably well. These issues now dominate political agendas across much of the OECD, often crowding out precisely the long-term investments I argued were necessary. The dynamic I warned about – scapegoating immigrants or other countries rather than seeking structural reform – has become routine rather than exceptional.

Finally, the most speculative part of the original text – the appeal to space, planetary limits, and the necessity of thinking beyond a single finite Earth – now feels less like science-fictional excess and more like an unresolved provocation. While we are still far from becoming a multi-planetary species in any meaningful sense, the underlying point remains intact: a politics that frames human aspiration itself as the problem is ultimately incompatible with survival, let alone justice.

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Winter Wednesday

Waking up to two decimetres of fresh snow and an orange weather warning from SMHI, I had no choice but to skip my planned Skatås run. With trams cancelled and sidewalks buried, just getting to Nordic Wellness felt more akin to Höga Kusten Winter Trail than a city walk. I ended up doing some weight training and another 10k on the treadmill, and was happily surprised to find Lilla Sur still open – one of their cinnamon buns certainly made the trek worthwhile.

In the real world, Trump has been busy undermining international norms by abducting Venezuelan President Nicolás Maduro and by doubling down on the claim that a military takeover of Greenland is “always an option”. As with Putin in Ukraine, it takes a very different outlook on the world to understand the logic behind this kind of self-harm.

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Tuesday, January 06, 2026

Ariane 5

With his new 3D printer, Eddie has been busy printing an Ariane 5 rocket, while I have been clearing out the basement and shuttling things to the recycling station. With another ten centimetres of snow expected overnight, the ovinter is definitely over, and I am grateful that I have already returned the rental car to Circle K.

Sadly, my cross-country skis are still in Kiruna. Given how underwhelming recent winters in Gothenburg have been, leaving them there seemed like a sensible decision at the time. Frustratingly, the weekend forecast now looks spectacular, with –10 degrees and sunshine, so regret has begun to set in.

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Back to Berlin

My promise to stay on the ground until Easter did not last long. With the kids having their sportlov in mid-February, they both really wanted to return to Berlin after our visit in the fall – and thanks to a sale from Scandinavian Airlines, I was able to make it happen in an affordable way. Joined by one of their friends, we will also get a full day in Copenhagen on the way back.

In Berlin, I first considered an Airbnb but, with IHG having launched their new Garner brand, I found a family room for four with breakfast for the kind of price one only gets in the depths of winter. Located close to Nollendorfplatz, it is not far from the apartment in the Weimar-era classic Goodbye to Berlin, and I am hoping to take William along for a Schöneberg morning run or two.

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Monday, January 05, 2026

Grading and grinding

After two weeks of blissful winter vacation – and a lot of Portuguese wine – I have a month of hard work and exercise ahead of me. While I will not repeat my White January promise from last year, those ten kilometres on the treadmill made it abundantly clear that there has been a bit too much of the good recently ;-)

Taking the train up to Gothenburg this morning, the Christmas gifts are now waiting for the boys in their respective rooms (a 3D printer for Eddie and a Suunto sports watch for William), and I have about four hours before I drive out to Landvetter to pick them up. Those will be spent grading theses on everything from school libraries to maths games. But before anyone feels even the slightest pity, I should probably post my afternoon "fika", which scored five out of five foxes.

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Thursday, January 01, 2026

Happy new 2026

About ten degrees warmer than last year in Kiruna, but still a few degrees below freezing, New Year’s Eve arrived with frosty, sunlit trails.

Afterwards came pedagogical discussions with a couple of colleagues, followed by a game of “När då då?”, which has become my go-to board game. Opening the bottle of Laurent-Perrier "Millésimé Brut" that had been waiting in dad's and my cabin aboard the Queen Mary 2, I was certainly in for a treat. Dinner followed: lamb from Öströö, maple-glazed carrots, and an innovative potato creation, paired with a glass of Irony from Monterey. With that, my twentieth year of writing Rawls & Me is off to the best possible start.

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