Emotional

Seoul International Marathon came and went. On the night before, Sofi and I decided that we would run the first ten kilometres, something which, conveniently, would deliver us at the doorstep of a local Starbucks :-) Considering the chronic lack of sleep, this turned out to be a good decision as it gave us a taste of a Korean marathon experience but without any of the subsequent physical pain.

And now, little more than ten days later, I find myself back in the United States for two conferences together with Anna and Eddie. The first one, the annual meeting of the Western Political Science Association, is a long-standing favourite of mine which over the years has taken me everywhere from Portland to Las Vegas. This year, the conference is meeting at Loews Hotel in Hollywood, allowing for a short escape to the Getty Center.

Yesterday morning I chaired a panel on “markets and morals” and later in the day I presented my “Modernity as a runway”-paper (which is still under review despite that I submitted it almost a year ago). Both events went really well but today I had a not so good moment as I again found myself fighting that fairly lonely battle in defence of progressive politics. Like in the past, I have a tendency to get very emotional in ways that are not always that helpful. After all, I should know by now that it is simply not possible to persuade other people about a completely different understanding of politics, history and the future of human civilization in two minutes. Yet, simply shutting up and just accepting the prevailing nihilism in academia also feels wrong. My fear however is that I make my own position a disservice by coming across as hopelessly naïve.